All of us are our own best friends. At the end of the day, when I'm by myself, I'm all I have. I'm in good company and I'm happy. Unfortunately, I can also be my own worst enemy. What can I do if I make myself mad sometimes? I can't storm away from me. I can't refuse to talk to me. I would hate me but that only gets me more upset. How would you feel when the one person who should tolerate you, doesn't? I mean, I don't understand why you'd get mad at yourself in the first place. How can you not see eye-to-eye when you have the same eyes???
I get this way sometimes. I don't understand why and I don't particularly enjoy it (unless I'm in the mood for a fight :p). There isn't even a beautiful patch up session! Maybe that's how it is when you've lived with someone for ages...things about them would annoy you for no reason, there may not be fresh new feelings everyday, they may not look their best everyday... and there's no obligation or pressure to please that person. And yet, when that person is hurt, you hurt too. When that person goes away, you miss them. Nothing could replace them and you wouldn't even want to replace them. Wow...I'm in love with myself. No wonder I haven't been able to fall in love with anyone else. Hahahaha.
2 comments:
hilarious!
Cool! I like your perspective...
I used to tell myself this. "I just feel like running away somewhere from myself. But, wherever i go, i follows..." Such is life... Yeah, but i guess that i am not that bad a company afterall... Atleast to myself...
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